LGBT: What thoughts, emotions, memories, hurts, and joys do you hold within your heart?
April 24, 2011 by Mind Hurts
Filed under memory hurts
If you’re not willing to write about all of them, just choose one. I am willing to read what you have to type – short or long.
I hold memories of when people , like mean boys made fun of me .
I hold the moments of days when I feel like a total loner and then people talk to me . It just makes my day sometimes.
And when people who are like pretty/popular are there in class.
I know it’s weird but I makes me happy even though I know they’ll never talk to me .
Thoughts: Love is Love.
Emotions: Love is Love.
Memories. Love is kind.
Hurts: Love is painful.
Joys: Love is everlasting.
I think LGBT is a beautiful thing.
Love IS Love.
End of story. :]]
No judging; No exceptions.
I regret a lot of things I have done and haven’t done. Everywhere we are told to live without regrets, by I kick myself everyday over some of the stupid things I have done.
This is a tough question, somehow.. Well, for me.
I’m the kind of person that usually tends to bottle things up and just explode sometimes.
Most recent hurtful memory was on.. Monday.
I was with my friend at Taco Bell, and she just happens to start texting my ex-girlfriend that she was with me to see what she says.. Then, my ex starts talking about how it was a mistake that she ever asked me out and how she hates me. She told me she was on some insane drug when she asked me out. She also said that while she was with me, she was cheating on me with this other girl that went to her school.. (It was a long distance sort of thing) So yeah. That kind of hurt, but I just shrugged it off. And a lot of other things happened, but I don’t like remembering them. ):
So yeah. I found out that my ex was cheating on me.. Found out two months after the breakup. Maaan. That kind of stung.
The strongest emotion in my heart right now is hope, hope that things will get better in the future. There is desire for acceptance by my family and some disappointment + sadness because of the lack of it. Anxiety because I have more exams coming up.
im realy sad :’(
-I have friendship problems
-Im in finacial problems
-after I the divorce mY mom had I miss mY step brother
-and mY crush found out I liked him and every thing gets akward now
*life can’t get any worse!*
Every day I think about how I have to be stronger than other people. I don’t work out or anything, but I have to stay strong for myself. I go through a mini depression once a week, and I have no idea why. For the memories and hurts, I would have to say… My dad. My parents got divorced when I was young. My dad got custody of my older sister, and my mom got me. He always ignored me and even my sister. He would get girls from the bar, and let them yell at my sister. Once, my mom and my dad’s new wife got in a fight. My sister was holding me back, but I managed to get close enough to see and hear what was happening. His wife punched my mom, so my mom told my dad to make her stop. He ended up punching her too. Then my uncle came into the house and yelled at my mom. She picked me up and drove away, leaving my sister there… Later on in my life, my mom started to date a man who I will hate for the rest of my life. When he was up in his/my mom’s room, he told us not to bother him because he was taking a nap. I recently learned that he was doing drugs up there. My mom still kept him. When ever I would lie as a little girl, he wouldn’t spank me… He would hit me with a belt… I eventually stopped talking to him… I’m gonna stop now… As for the joy, I have to say that the best thing I have is my best friend. She understands me, better than anyone in my family does.